January 2010
December 2009
Just got out the shower. I’m sitting with my Hair Dripping all over me whoops. But every year I spend my New years in my room watching Mtv. Sad I know don’t judge me ahaha. I was hoping that would be different this year but Looking at things right now I will be spending it in my room yet again. I hate not having my own money, that is what makes me so MIA these days. I’m always home I got out once a blue other than that I just spend my time at home on the phone talking to my best friend. Or I hang out with my best friend since shes cool and drives to my house and takes me on adventures so I wont be sad.
This year was a sucky one but good one. I didn’t do the things I planned. I didn’t complete anything I really wanted to do. I disappointed myself for not doing what I promised myself. But one thing I did do, I changed my attitude. I learn to not judge others on what people say. I let new people into my life who have become some of my best friends and Ive had amazing moments with them. I didn’t let the negative get to me as much as I did before. I made sure I let only the good people in my life. I cant be pulled into everyone else’s drama. I shed a few tears and I let me walls down. I told people things that I was afraid to because I didn’t want them to judge me or my family. But I there still around after everything was said and done. I thank each and every one of you for that. I you know who you are.
I’m just hoping 2010 brings more great times with great friends New experiences and just me being happy and healthy
Must Start working out….
Must Start working out….
Must Start working out….
Must Start working out….
Must Start working out….
Must Start working out….
Must Start working out….
Must Start working out….
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON 2009! WHY ARE ALL THESE PEOPLE DYING!
Get me a plane ticket to a sunny place. A Place that makes me smile all the time and keeps the negative things off my mind. I’m in desperate need of some change.
The past week Ive been only listening Old Hit the lights. Even though I still support hit the lights, I cant tell you how much I miss Colins voice.