At the Library and Just picked up the Harry potter and the Deathly Hallows i put on hold last week. Im finally going to read it through and not stop. I didnt want it to end so i never really read it ahaha.
My sisters computer somehow just wont turn on so yeahh ill be here more often.
I have my work out clothes on right now. right when i get back im going running then making a meal.
I wish i was with my friends at the beach.
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what was lastnight rooftops to meeting new people that all love music and going to ak right as it was closing. I didnt get home till 7am and im wide awake right now i dont know how. I also had 4loko lastnight ….. lets just say they dont call it 4loko for anything. I never gotten so drunk so fast in my life. Also i was the dummy who pounded beers and i had not eaten all day.
of my work out was amazing. I jogged and walked all the way to the yankee stadium track this time and jogged 3 laps then walked all the way home. My body is going to hate me so much but its worth it.
And to make me feel even better I got to talk to Farby via bbm when i got home. She had a layover Rome so we chatted a bit. I love how we chatted like shes not half way across the country right now ahha. Shes officially on her way to Africa now she has like 5 more hours to go !!!
“before you can change the world you must realize you yourself are part of it. You cant stand outside looking in”
- From the movie The Dreamers
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sleep time early wake up time to go running
just finished wacthing the last song not such a good movie to watch late at night alone.. in the dark. I just balled my eyes out.
I need to keep my self occupied for the next 2 1/2 weeks. Anxiety filled central is taking place right now. Im just going to pray and pray that everything goes well for my bestfriend. I dont know what im going to do not talking to her atleast 3 times of my day :(
i feel like jello i just got back from a 24 block run from my house to yankee stadium and back. My goal is to lose 50 lbs by my birthday. I know I can reach that goal ive done it before . Im going to be a be a fitter and better me with all this weight gone. I want to feel good about myself again. It may not seem like it but im so self conscious about my body. Im going to try to do this two times a day since i really dont have anything to do . I want to go to central park a few times a week to do this too.
Todays work out routine was run 2 blocks speed walk a block down hill and repeat.
The past few weeks have been good to me. Warped tour with all my favorite people and spending time with people i never really get to see. I realized how blessed I am so have such great people in my life. We all may get on each others nerves and fight but thats what friendships are.
Ive been trying to get away from the negative and create positive things that I need in my life. As of right now im struggling so hard to find a job and I am just going to have to deal and take what I can get. Everyone keeps telling me to go to school. School really isnt going to help me do what I want and it would be a waste of time and money. Right now money is what I need, going to school right now isnt going to help me help my mom pay bills or get the stuff i need to survive.
I wish everyone knew what is was like not getting everything you want handed to you and actually struggling for it
